"That..."

Some things just happen...

Whether you like them or you don't like them...

Whether you like and don't like them at the same time...

Whether it reminds you of a thing in the past or is something new...

Whether you regret it or you treasure it...

Whether that, and that, and that...

Surely, there are a lot of instances when something happens but we won't know if we would like them or... well refer to the statements above to avoid redundancy.

Sometimes we plan them... or we just let "destiny", "fate", or whatsoever abstract belief of supernatural properties take the lead on making these things happen.

But when we don't plan them and we certainly don't look forward for "that" to happen... things could get out of control. Maybe we'd like them for one second, then again, after "that", we might feel so embarrassed, we feel so... I don't know... regretful.

Regretful because, probably or more so often, "that" involved someone we care about? Or we just don't feel comfortable with? Or someone who we would thought that he/she would think "I am never going to stand near this person again..." after the two of you were surrounded with some people who would just tease and tease and tease and have fun while you are so devastated because you feel so embarrassed, ashamed, or shy towards that person (I don't really know what words to use regarding of that)... something like that. Then again, I may just be a little too negative because we won't know for sure what is inside people's mind especially if they don't even talk much... and I mean once in a blue moon talk. Never mind.

Then something happens that reminds you of some particular "that" that happened in the past and voila! You are suddenly in a melancholic state, your mental processing is quite dysfunctional, and you just can't think of anything other than what happened and you start to worry about tomorrow and about that person like... I don't know... "I would never be able to talk to that person again" thing.

Then again, maybe that's just me and no one ever experienced something like "THAT".